In this world, where everyone was fighting for something, she was left wandering in the meadow of nowhere. She don't belong in anywhere, the sad truth, she couldn't even dare to care anything. Puzzling, confused, words that she felt suit her, at any given time. And time itself is a symbol of curiosity, such words, such grace, such period, why, it's all a strange bubbling things to her.

And here she is, staring at the void space, extinguishing life of any sort of dreams, pushing it into nothingness. Well,what dreams are when it's only a mindless, floating ideas, mostly forgotten by their creators.

'Pathetic" she spat on the ground.

At this time, should I say that I miss you?
But we both know how stubborn I can be, specially when comes to being honest with my feelings..
Or should I say that I'm giving you chance to step-out of my life as I don't want you to stuck with me, as my excuse ?
Perhaps I've acted "miss know it all", but really, I'm sure, out there, there's more able people to give you happiness as compare to me..
Maybe I'm not really clear with myself, so I want you to stop being patience with me and find others that can give you happiness ..
Because living with me is the same as a living corpse, for I did not have the capacity to pay attention to you more than to my career ..
I want reputation, I wan money, I want easy life, and for that, I'm willing to forsake you just so that I can achieve my greedy wishes someday ..
I need my focus, concentration, my everything in chasing this wide wishes of mine..
There's no guarantee that I'll succeed, but I plan to till the death of mine..
So, please, just be a good boy already and leave me for your brighter future ..
And if time can spare us, may we meet one day with our successes..
If ever that time come, let me be the one to propose you ..

'A heart doesn't have to feel love with happiness,
because sometimes pain is also a form of love.
A love that grows over time with pains and obstacles is better than of force feelings and fake smiles."