7 perfect reasons why I didn't favour the idea of being a girl

1. I have to deal with issues of my jealousy, even over a small matter.. Why do we easily get affected by simple things? Mood swing huh?
2. I have to face monthly pain and stress; Menstrual cycle.. My biggest problem, hopefully it'll stop one day ( the pain & stress )..
3. I have to go on diet and be careful with what I eat, since girl tends to over-grown quickly compare to guys.. I'm cute as in ( "I'm a BIG girl.."  )..
4.  I have to look neat and tidy in front of people, oh so called "proper lady" is important in my society.. So that I would not degrade the honor of my family's name.. 
5. I have to take a long time preparing myself, so that I'm presentable.. I'm a last minute person and a slow-mo, which apparently will make people go upset when they're in hurry..
6. I have to protect my honor and dignity, since one simple "mistake" can meant a death penalty to me.. Tradition, uh, its more than that..
7. Lastly, I'm just being jealous of guys out there, as they seem to take things easily in their hands and mostly enjoying their moment..

If there's a chance for me to choose my gender before I was born, I would like to be born as  a boy.. Well,..
I don't know..
For me, being one of the Adams in this world would be fantastic..
I guess I have to accept the fact that I will never be a guy, no matter what..
So, I just have to look forward and being me as myself.. ^^

May the Almighty God forgive me for this..